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| There exists a long, ever growing dessert inside me, drier and deeper than anything you could ever imagine. Only the confused mind quietly finds its way of survival deep deep down under the sand and the ground, where even the everlasting heat of the sand has lost its life. Yet still, Why? I wonder, tears run down my cheeks as I blink, ever lasting, they fill the ground with water. But ah, I find an ironic uniformity when there in the water I saw myself drawning in my own sadness. | | |
| what if we were deeply in love only because it was a long distance relationship?
what if we started to take things for granted and things just started to fall apart?
what if... we were just in love with the feeling of love?
why am i suddenly so filled with doubts and anxiety, i dont know.
but this whole "surprise" plan is starting to take its toll on me...
To start with I'm a person who prefers predictability over surprises and sudden changes... so it was quite obvious that I wouldnt like preparing a surprise either...
maybe i should just let him know that im coming back...then at least i will know for SURE that he'll be looking forward to meeting me...
ahhhhh! | | |
| im still in love, and in fact
ive fallen even deeper for him..........
but because of that,
i miss him soooooooooooo much..........
i got so used to seeing his bright smile everyday,
i got so used to hugging him,
i got so used to hearing from him everyday...
now just one week of no contact (because he is away for a holiday)
im feeling totally lost.
ive asked you to write a card, coz i thought that'll fill in my lonely days, but silly me, didnt realise that international mails take at least one week to arrive the destination... meaning i'll get the card after you are back in japan anyhow =_=;
i just cant wait to hear from you again..... is it tomorrow that you get back?
ahhhhh *cries* | | |
| he is so adorable,
he is so sweet,
im so in love!!!!!!
i do seem to "fall in love" quite easily,
but hey it's a nice attitude to always think that he might be the one, right?
coz it makes me happy yippy yappy!
wahh i work at max brenner at double bay now,
and i think my brain has become chocolate too hahaha
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| im soo boooreeed
how do ppl deal with boredom?
its killing meeeeeeee meee meeeee dodoobeee | | |
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